Posted by mair on March 9, 2005, at 18:19:01
In reply to Re: My T is confusing me (sorry, long) » mair, posted by annierose on March 9, 2005, at 16:16:52
She did ask me first if I'd be ok with her reading parts of these articles to me. So I guess I had a choice there, although it's hard to make an informed choice without reading them myself.
It's taken some very hard and intensive work for me to reach the point where I can acknowledge that she cares about me and that I care about her. I couldn't have gotten there at all without going at least 2x a week, and I suppose 3x a week would have worked better. Frankly though, I've sort of lost that longing for attachment I had a few weeks ago, and I really feel resistant to getting any closer. Within that framework, 3x a week sounds excruciating to me.
And yes it is costly. I got the wonderful news just a couple of hours ago that my car either needs a simple $125 part, or a whole new transmission to the tune of $3-4,000. And I'm about 3,000 miles beyond my transmission warranty. So between that, tons of other bills, and the fact that my income is down as a reflection of much poorer work production, I'm not feeling particularly flush.
Thanks
Mair
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