Posted by Susan47 on March 4, 2005, at 12:56:53
In reply to Re: Losing Control » Susan47, posted by Dinah on March 4, 2005, at 11:39:01
I was trying to write up a resume for class, Dinah, and it was really frightening me, I needed comfort and I'm a loner so I've been closeted up since my trip on the weekend, I have a lot of fears. So all day I was fighting the urge, fighting the urge to see him, he has such a lovely face, you know, it's so terribly beautiful. It affects me like I cannot describe to anyone, oh no one. I hope I don't sound crazy. I've just never felt this way before and it's so surprising, it's still so surprising, you know?
I don't know it was late in the day and I was so panicked, and I'd been getting up and sitting down and doing a few words, wandering aimlessly about, not understanding anything about myself.
And he was a person who'd brought me some clarity, you know? And his face, you'd have to know someone like him to understand. Well, I fought the urge but suddenly I was putting on my shoes and grabbing my purse and then I was down there, and feeling really scared but fighting that feeling because I wanted to know what causes this, what causes this need to be here?
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