Posted by LittleGirlLost on March 3, 2005, at 13:49:29
In reply to Re: T and Valentine's Day » LittleGirlLost, posted by LG04 on February 24, 2005, at 17:31:17
> let me know how things are going,
> LGUnfortunately not too well. My session last week was awful and I'm not looking forward to going tonight. I thought about your post and everything you said, but I could not bring myself to bring any of it up. It bothers me that I'm thinking about her sex life even though it seems to give insight into me. It just seems weird! I'm embarrassed that I think/thought of this, but I can't really deny it either. So I don't know what to do. Plus it's extremely difficult for me to open up in the first place, so to have to talk about this!?! Ugh!
So yeah, my session last week.... I felt like I had nothing to say and felt stupid because of it. My mind goes blank, or this that I was intentionally avoiding, but I leave feeling stupid and frustrated... Like if I'm not going to talk, why do I bother going? Doesn't seem to bother her though; but why would it? She's still getting paid! Ohhhh what to do!
LGL
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