Posted by rainbowbrite on February 19, 2005, at 9:53:43
I think I am about to throw in the towel, I have been thinking about therapy and I really don't feel like my therapist is useful AT ALL. Just expensive. I just read a post that sounded like my T and it has helped me to realize that not all Ts are good. In fact I think some are truely not invested in their clients and only for financial gain. I don't care if my T likes me or thinks about me, All I want is to know that I am getting what I pay for! Knowlegde and guidnece and a safe place to discuss. I don't feel attached in anyway to my T, I wouldn't really miss my T if I had to stop, I don't think about my T per se, out of therapy. ONLY how I will get through some of my issues, does that make sense? My T obviously has a part in that, but if I could do what is needed to get past my screwed up psyche by talking to a cat than I would. And I think a cat would give more reasurrance than my T. grrr! I have an upcoming apointment and I think it will be termination time. I just need some advice or something. How do I do this? I have spoken about my T many times before but I feel like Im getting nowhere. Of course I am part of the mess, but a therapist is trained, the patient is not trained to be a perfect patient. My life would be wonderful if I could just get past one thing (at least I think so)And I can't keep doing this it is becoming exhausting :(
Thanks for any help!
poster:rainbowbrite
thread:460310
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