Posted by crushedout on November 19, 2004, at 22:48:17
In reply to Re: today's sessions » crushedout, posted by Rigby on November 19, 2004, at 12:51:32
Yeah, I've just been having trouble getting going in the morning lately. I'm starting light therapy and I hope that will help but it hasn't started helping much yet. I guess that was part of it. Another part was the email from the old T. That's really been nagging at me. I don't know why it hit me so hard. I guess I had to get hit eventually. (And there we were, hoping all my grieving was over. Oh well.)I dunno why you going back threw me into a tizzy. You were my role model and now I realize I'm out here on my own. What the @#%&* am I doing? I hate this. I miss her really bad. Why can't she be in my life in some other way, not as my T? Why can't she be my wife? I ache. I suffer. I mope.
(Sorry for being so melodramatic.)
P.S. What was the name of that website you directed me to, right after the CD incident? The one that you used a long time ago? Do you remember?
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