Posted by Karen_kay on February 25, 2004, at 17:20:16
In reply to nightmares, posted by shortelise on February 25, 2004, at 13:12:36
I think my dad just stands for my dad...
But in this deam, for the first time ever Iwas a child... And I was confused because my niece looks so much like me, I thought it was her for a split-second. And we were walking through a store and I was wearing a yellow (the only color) Raincat and boots to match (yes, even in my dreams I'm somewhat stylish :)) with a yellow umbrella. We were walking in a straight line, with my father leading. My mother was behind him, then my sisters.. In order of age. And it started rianing iin the store, and I was the only one prepared..... There were parts with sex in them, but I don't quite recall if it was my father or another man....
I remember fear, when I thought that "I" as a child, was my niece. I was fearful because I thought "We have to get hewr out of that house" For some reason I thought she was living with him, that he was still alive and hurting her....I remember confusion when it started raining. i don't remember any feelings during the sexual act, but I can't even recall much of the act itself..
Sorry to bore you all with my dreams and my "drama".. But, it helps to get it on paper, or a screen at least.....
poster:Karen_kay
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