Posted by DaisyM on February 3, 2004, at 1:01:03
In reply to Therapy is too hard!, posted by Speaker on February 2, 2004, at 18:11:13
I know it is. So don't hold back the tears, let them come. I can tell you are hurting and I wish I knew what to say to take away the pain. I know that opening up is suppose to be the first step to letting go but that first step is such a challenge. And, you are doing it with someone new! You are brave...
How about not struggling with this tonight and tomorrow. Don't argue with him in your head for days. Just put it away to explore later. In the meantime, I'm eating lots and lots of cream-of-wheat (today's session was excrutiating, I can't even post about it yet) and your eating???? What is your soothing food? Or, are you a bath-type person? Some people like movies, I love books. I finished "Running with Scissors" hilarious and sad and now I'm onto "The Dive from Clausen's Pier" which is pretty good.
It is getting late here, and it is raining. It is very quiet, so I can hear the drops splashing outside. I keep thinking that the rain can wash away the pain...hey, that rhymes! Holding you in my thoughts...
Daisy
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