Posted by Karen_kay on January 13, 2004, at 15:58:07
In reply to My lovely nails » Karen_kay, posted by Elle2021 on January 13, 2004, at 5:23:43
My nails are prettier than yours are! Na na na na na na! I let the people doing my nails paint then. Usually I get the French tip, but I think I may go for a striking red this time. What do you think? I have to get gel on mine, with tips put on, as I chew my nails utill they bleed. Lovely, eh?
I'm never late for my appointments (except once, but it was 8 am! Come on!). I used to be late for classes, ect all the time. A habit I picked up from my mother. When I started college, I got in the habit of arriving 15 minutes early for every class and it seems to have stuck with me now. I hate the wait. And it is even worse when he is late. I feel like I'm being punished for something I did wrong in the last session. My Pdoc is always late. ALWAYS! At least 15 minutes late. I don't usually mind but my next appointment is scheduled around my classes and if he's running really late, I may miss a German class. I'll have to jsut walk out. Don't think I won't. I've done it several times in the past with my old Pdoc and MD. But, I have better self control now though. MAYBE :)
Why are you so jittery when you see him? Does he make you nervous? Maybe you should just fess up. Obviously it is apparent to him. If you are that nervous, he wouldn't be a good suit to do your therapy once a week. Unless your nervousness went down over time.
I think I'm a better driver on meds. I have a lead foot the way it is. :) They make me slow down a bit. I'm going to try it. I'm just afraid he'll notice I'm messed up and say something about it. "Are you abusing your meds. You used to have a pill problem, ect" I don't need accusations. That's why I'm very hesitant to take meds at all now. That's why I waited so long to get the anxiety meds.
Yup,, it is the same dream. I am afraid to tell him that I feel in a way that I need him. It's a healthy attachment. I don't need him to get through the day or anything like that. And I don't bombard him with phone calls. I'mjust afraid that if I tell him, he'll think that it is like that. Or it may turn into that. You know, with the whole "unstable relationship, bs.." BAH!
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