Posted by Karen_kay on December 31, 2003, at 12:46:50
In reply to Re: random idea » Karen_kay, posted by Dinah on December 31, 2003, at 8:34:25
I agree that he has no idea of what is going on with me. I'm not even sure I know what's going on with me. But, I don't tell him what's going on either. I am very good at denying that anything is wrong. I haven't told him that I am starting to feel depressed again or that I'm feeling very anxious again either. For some reason I just don't feel it's his business to know (how silly is that??). Or maybe I think that if I deny that I feel that way, then maybe I can just make it go away. So, in all fairness, how can he really know what's going on if I don't tell him. But I feel he's to blame for starting all of this and not helping me the way he should. It's all his fault I'm feeling this way and he's not doing anything to help me feel better. It just feels like everytime I leave his office, I feel worse than before. This really isn't helping me get better. And if I just quit therapy, I'm afraid I'll just feel like this the rest of my life and I can't imagine feeling this way for the rest of my life. I just need to get out of this mess and soon.
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