Posted by DaisyM on October 18, 2003, at 0:11:12
In reply to Re: Is there value in telling the details?, posted by deirdrehbrt on October 17, 2003, at 21:24:27
Thank you for the reminders. I needed that tonight. Today has been a REALLY hard day...too many memories being triggered for whatever reason. I still don't get why the pain is so intense after so much time.
I hate not feeling sure of my self-worth. I spent most of last night engaging in escapism fantasies...running away from all of this stress, being rescued (by whom?!) I even thought about if it mattered if I was no longer around, not that I could ever do that to my children. I guess I don't know what I want/need right now,it is pretty dark in this hole.
Sooo...your post really helped. A little light. Thank you. And, right back at you. Here is too a busy, no room for thinking weekends! :)
-D
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