Posted by Miller on February 27, 2003, at 20:05:02
In reply to Half-Baked Suicide Plans Hospitalization, posted by LibbyH on February 27, 2003, at 2:12:16
Funny that you should mention this, as I just got out of a hospital for my second suicide attempt in less than 6 weeks. SO, I have my story to share.
The day I overdosed (the second attempt is the real story inwhich it will help you). Since my husband had to call the emergency number to get an ambulance, after I had my stomache pumped in the hospital, I was in police custody.
The police took my to the local Mental Health Complex. I was "evaluated" by an psychiatrist. I put that in quotes because since it was my second attempt in such a short period of time, no matter what I said or did, they weren't letting me out. I was sent to an obsevation unit for the night. I had a room to myself, but the door was to remain open. The next day I had a session with another psychiatrist. I tried EVERYTHING to convince him I was no linger a danger to myself. It suisn;t work. I was sent to the "ward". This was a county hospital which is required to take anyone regardless of income. The ward was a scarey place.
The functional people were with the non-functional people. It was a Sunday, so there was no psychiatrist to see me until Monday. On Monday I was told by that shrink that if she has her way, I would be in for quite a while because of the amount of stress (and distress) I caused myself. However, luckily for me, my insurance insisted on moving me to a private hospital. In order to be released to the private hospital, I had to sign a court stipulation that stated that if I try to harm myself or others, if I fail to take my meds, or if I fail to attend any doctor recommended appointments for 60 days, I would be immediately taken back into custody for a minimum of 14 days or until the doctors/courts agreed.
I was transferred to a hospital with a wonderful program. The staff was warm and considerate to the emotional needs of the patients. They were concerned and helpful. All day we had "classes". They taught us coping skills, daily planning, goals, we had classes on the meds we were taking, art therapy, and communication classes. I can say it was the most productive 6 days I spent.
Bottom line: If you are feeling as bad as you are telling me, go seek help. If nothing else, you will be safe. I know it doesn't seem as if you want to be safe right now, but there are other alternatives. Even if you don't go to the hospital, talk to your shrink aboutit. He can only help you as far as the information you are giving him.
May you find peace.
-Miller
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