Posted by kerria on October 17, 2005, at 16:31:09
In reply to Re: Gardenergirl, what should i do? » kerria, posted by ed_uk on October 16, 2005, at 15:41:44
Hi Ed,
i don't know what is the best thing to do. i wish the whole thing were over. i don't have a capacity, so many people that have had the surgery are still in pain afterwards, according to the people i talked with in support forums.
The dr wasn't able to directly refer me to a surgeon who does it. i need way more help to travel to another state again, now to have surgery.The pain is really bad, i wish i was doing better, i wish my T wasn't so busy- that he could help me deal with this more. He will be too busy for another month before he can see me twice a week. It's already been two months like this and i'm all apart with no capacity. i haven't even talked to T at all since i found the correct diagnosis last Tuesday. i told him in an email and he didn't even answer.
i'm having too many psych problems, too much is wrong inside. We can't think of the surgery or the pain in a rational way. It's so upsetting. It's also so upsetting because so many drs didn't believe me for so long, and i don't even know all why else.
Thanks for writing and helping,
kerria
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