Posted by kerria on October 14, 2005, at 12:15:23
In reply to Re: FINALLY i have a diagnosis for my pain » kerria, posted by gardenergirl on October 14, 2005, at 0:18:54
Thank you so much, Gardenergirl.
It's so good to know what's wrong.
Now i have another choice- to deal with going back to the pain medicine specialist that did the first nerve injection (i wrote about earlier here) and all the history that i have with him.
He was refusing to treat me and wouldn't wait for me to get a diagnosis- i was scrambling everywhere- even took a trip to another state to the Mayo Clinic and couldn't get a dignosis for my pain.:( the fact that this dr was so mean- he was making me withdraw from medicine when i couldn't withdraw because i was in too much pain- now the new dr sent me back to him to do the pudendal nerve block that i need. There are so many feelings against this dr and for this dr because he helped for a while- but things became ugly- he kept threatening me, saying that 'you don't have a diagnosis' and 'you'll never get a diagnosis' and things like that - that are really bothering me.. and he was so abrupt when he did surgery- he didn't let the nurses give the sedation that i really need to get through the injections- he's not very understanding of my psych condition. i don't know what to do.
i keep having fbs of me crying on the phone and him saying that i should 'Go to a rehab center' not believing the pain i was in that made withdrawing impossible. He made things so so impossibly difficult for me so many times. when another dr offered to treat me i took it and didn't even tell him that i was leaving. i didn't owe him anything i felt- he said he didn't want to treat me and was weaning me off pain medicine.
He acted so horribly towards me. i sort of understand- i had a psych dx that has somatic symptoms- but not all of me understands. Once he said 'i don't want to pay for botched therapy'. He was worried about losing his license because i didn't have a dx and he was treating me with pain meds. It was a bad situation for him also but especially for me.i don't know if i can have the nerve block by him now but the new dr sent me to his office. It will be ackward going back there. i explained to the new Dr about it and he said that he referred just to that group- didn't use any others.
there are parts inside that don't let me call.
Probably i should make an appt with someone else in his group?
Please write if you can, Gardenergirl.
Thank you so much,
kerria
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