Posted by kerria on September 1, 2005, at 2:55:43 [reposted on September 3, 2005, at 3:24:27 | original URL]
In reply to Re: Why should i let drs abuse me? please help:(, posted by kerria on September 1, 2005, at 2:24:00
There is one more dr that offered to treat me- out of the blue- a gyn oncologist that i saw a few weeks ago. i almost forgot.
If i can try to hol on a little ;onger to see if he could help.
Everything is so difficult. The misunderstanding and accusations of drs- that i'm a druggie- that i have psychological pain, it's all such a triggering nightmare.
Another thing morphine does is keep me up all night.
Everything is so so hard. i hope i can hold on.i wonder why my T didn't call me back. i almost never call him and he knows how hard everything is.
Sometimes i think that he thinks i shouldn't make it- i know that the pain management dr would prefer i not survive- it's scary to have drs that don't care. Everything is so scary and painful . i wish i could not ever have to see them again.thanks for listening,
kerria
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