Posted by AMD on May 28, 2005, at 16:09:07
In reply to Re: coke nose, brain damage...? » AMD, posted by Larry Hoover on May 27, 2005, at 22:47:56
Larry,
Thanks. My nose is stuffed, perhaps from my latest coke binge, but as long as it's not going to collapse and/or look different to other folks, I won't obsess. Or I'll try not to.
I have tried meditating when I feel a surge of panic coming on, and it has helped. But I am obviously still obsessing over certain things. I get a picture in my mind -- my nostrils becoming uneven, my eyes going crooked, my teeth shifting -- and it becomes a complete obsession. Are any of these things even remotely possible?
The stuffiness I have is at the top of my nose, and it's annoying. Irritation from cocaine? It's been about a week and a half -- will this take more time to recover? Plus, I'm constantly stiffing from the irritation -- I hope this, too, will pass, before I start driving myself crazy.
No drinking last night. I feel more in focus now. Concentrating on how I'll feel tomorrow, not tonight.
amd
poster:AMD
thread:502462
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/health/20050411/msgs/504290.html