Posted by liliths on December 22, 2006, at 14:08:06
In reply to Re: UPDATE » liliths, posted by Quintal on December 19, 2006, at 23:58:00
hi Q
well you're off the hook regarding my license stuff now... and I am really sorry as I feel I may have caused you to feel pressured by it
interesting experience with the kratom capsules. Definitely got a buzz... subtle, though I'm not sure I would've felt comfortable riding my motorcycle or driving...
though with all the stress I've been under, particularly this past week when it was all coming to a head, it was really hard to tellnow I have to figure out the best way to take the other stuff LOL - they're all just powdered
what do you do?
I think you're right that it's not for daily use but definitely something to keep for fun :)
thanks for the tip
btw, I wore the oxycotin today but I don't know if anyone was nicer than usual to me LOL
namaste,
lilith> Hi Liliths,
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> You sound very depressed and I really feel for you with what you're going through. It seems very unfair that you are being treated like this after working so hard to get back on your feet. You *will* get back in to work because you're obviously highly qualified and committed to your work and that *does* count for something.
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> >I also found out that if I do end up with a 'conditional' license, though the condition remains confidential, that fact that it IS conditional is noted. Of course, anyone will want to know why so I doubt I'd even be employable
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> Don't jump to conclusions with this. If any prospective employer questions why your license is conditional you can honestly say it was over a disagreement between some doctors on the review panel about the most suitable medication to treat your condition long term and has nothing to do with your ability as a massage therapist. They can verify this without having to know the precise details.
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> Lilliths, is that job with the sports team still going? I'm just wondering if you can go to them in complete honesty and explain the situation? Be forthright and get it out in the open. What do you have to lose? At least you'll know for certain where you stand then.
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> I'm sorry to hear about the pdoc's letter. If you think he has misrepresented your regression as a suicide attempt you are entitled to query that at least and ask for an amendment. Why is he refusing to change it?
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> I know things seem bleak right now but there are always ways of turning things around. I'll help where I can.
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> Have you tried the Kratom yet?
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> Take care.
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> Q
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