Posted by Phil on October 20, 2012, at 19:37:02
I put a few pics on social so old friends can put a face with the name.
It's not necessary or expected to say goodbye but I want to say a few things.Last time I came here I got set up by huxley. I was here for support.
This time zazenducke says I was here consumed by self-pity. In Texas you will get you *ss kicked for that. And, I'm having a terrible time of it. I just read above that he/she hates to see Lou picked on so the behavior I got from this cretin started there after I told Lou where he could stick his deathometer. Little pics here and there, right? It has no business on this forum and I would have banned him a decade ago. Sorry that's how I feel.
Next up is benzobuddy. I post something about Amy Winehouse and how much she meant to me and it's true. He systematically starts ripping her to shreds. That's fine, a lot of people only saw the negative but again, this forum is for support and I'm not feeling the love.
I don't know why I'm a target here when I was a pretty good member all those years. I'd like to rise above it all but telling someone on disability not knowing if they can get meds or even live with very little money is not the best time to tell me I'm consumed with self-pity. I would love to meet this person face to face.
I've got a screaming headache and after all of these triggers more and more depressed then hypomanic anger sets in.
I really reached out for help this time because I'm in a jam. Days later I'm exhausted.
Maybe this will be read sometime. From my perspective either someone get a handle on this or pull the plug. I'm worse off now than when I got here. And that self-pity remark is burned in my brain. In 30 years of depression/bipolar no one has said that to me and this person set up the whole thing.
I won't get a hacker to find this jerk because I'm a very laid back person but I can't imagine a person with any decency saying that.
I was hoping to connect with old friends and stick around this time but there are some really nasty people here and I have no recourse.
This is dr bob's baby so the blame has to go to him. It's never been run right but it's even worse now. Twilight zone where actively suicidal newcomers stumble in and see Lou hocking a deathometer and telling them to get off meds to follow him .......enough.
This is the last place I would send a friend for help, I don't want them to suffer anymore than they are. The bad thing is, nobody will do anything about this.
One must still have chaos in oneself to be able to give birth to a dancing star.
Friedrich Nietzsche
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