Posted by Estella on May 6, 2006, at 23:06:15
In reply to Re: As they say in AA » AuntieMel, posted by Estella on May 6, 2006, at 22:58:45
yeah well 6 weeks now no doubt
f*ck this
i don't wanna play anymore
people don't play nice
they don't
and neither does bobif i hadn't emailed you...
well you don't f*cking care eh?
where did little jimmy go bob?you don't give a f*ck
i don't know why you say you do
because you don't
you don't care how many people leave
hurt
go f*cking crazy
hurt themselves
hurt others
because of epiphenomenal hurts arising from your f*cking idiosyncratic interpretation of rules that fairly much exist in your headand it does come back to the benefit of the doubt...
you ask us to be charitable to you
to believe you are doing your bestand you don't return that
you don't give us the benefit of the doubt
whether we are doing our best or not is considered simply irrelevantwell f*ck you
you said it might well be asking too much...
and you are right
it is asking too much
IT IS NOT FAIR FOR YOU TO ASK THAT OF US WHEN YOU DO NOT RETURN THE FAVOUR
it is asking too much
and the more you hurt the more i realise
that one shouldn't trust you
'cause you aren't trustworthy
and i'm not allowed to say people are in the grip of transference...
but f*ck peoplebut oh yeah
endless support...
and what do you know benefit of the doubt after all
well sorry i couldn't meet your f*cking expectations
grovel
for the rest of my life
f*ck that.
you can have this back now thanks
i don't like the noise it makes...
poster:Estella
thread:640562
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