Posted by SLS on March 19, 2016, at 16:41:17
In reply to Re: Tricyclics and bipolar depression *Trigger* » J Kelly, posted by B2chica on March 19, 2016, at 16:06:06
I wish I knew what to say. I don't.
All I can say is that I have been in a similar place. For me, caring for my grandmother was enough of a responsibility to prevent me from leaving this world. However, I did have my release valve. I just couldn't use it. I promised myself that I would not kill myself while my grandmother was still alive. She lived to age 99. By this time, I was feeling somewhat better.
I hope you can hold on tight to your memories of remission, as brief as they may have been. Your brain is still capable of working. You know that life can be a grand experience, and that your outlook can change quickly when you respond to treatment.
You must feel extremely alone. You aren't.
- ScottSome see things as they are and ask why.
I dream of things that never were and ask why not.- George Bernard Shaw
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