Posted by rjlockhart37 on December 3, 2013, at 21:59:16
In reply to Re: feel the worst trappedv feeling - absolutely ugly, posted by alexandra_k on December 2, 2013, at 20:01:20
my parents do everything, they pay for my medical expenses, and that was a big mistake of mine in the past to write such ugly things about them, when they where backing me up, what it all was about was they modified my internet activity because of babble, and also they ripped me of dextroamphetamine....i got in huge fights and said every word in the book, every cussing phrase, up round up and down, all of it....so i have to admit thats the past, and even how much i want to hate the past, it can't be changed, and it has to have a release till the present.....
my parents give me food, pay for living with them, they may not give me money, but still just the basics is what they provide....not really much more than that.....but i have to say i am thankful for what i do have, instead of cussing everythime i think of the past, and controlling behavior they do......there is some of that, but i have the oppurtunity to move out....all i need is just a bit of money and a car....its simple, its not a difficult task and i made it one in the previous years.....
im getting a job soon, im in school, and have to keep my time active....
but how are you feeling alex? do you relate with some of the posts that i've written?
r
not a scholar but understand distress
Med:
Prozac 60mg
Lamictal 400mg
Zyprexa 20mg
Nuvigil 250mg
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