Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on September 25, 2011, at 23:07:22
Ok people. I wrote how much I hated my mother. It's not my mother that makes me miserable or ... whoever destroyed my life. It was me that destroyed my own path and got me to where I am today. It's a love hate relationship. I love my mother but really she get's in the way of getting on something that is going to help me. I really REGRET posting hate messages about her. It's my own responsiblity to get help for the way I feel. It's just she's in the way of getting help.
Ugh, I really want to help people here and not be a problem to people and drain people of their energy to help someone who is just angry. I tend to read messages and then think i can just go back to my old habits and do nothing. It's wasting people's time doing this. I don't want to waste your time but I thank you for your time if you have given me any.
I will be around.
Matt
poster:rjlockhart04-08
thread:997889
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