Posted by Enigma on July 28, 2010, at 15:28:50
In reply to Nardil is killing me - must find alternative! Help, posted by Enigma on July 24, 2010, at 13:01:13
Very interesting philosophy, or point of view. I do know of some herbal Chinese medicine stores in the next city over from mine. I'll try any approach at this point, but I think getting off of Nardil is my main goal for now. It causes WAY too many side effects to have to hunt down and eliminate. I don't just get night sweat, my whole body overheats and it now no longer has any idea how to cool itself. That's really what's broken. It doesn't know when to shut off the sweat, so I'm miserable pretty much anywhere I put in "just a little bit" of exertion. Picking up a few boxes and movies, yep, that's enough. When I take a cool shower, no heat, I sweat for 10 mins after the shower, kinda defeating the purpose of the shower.
I was just bedridden for 5 days. I went to the beach and wore myself out, I guess. Swam for hours in a row, walked forever, same thing the next day, then drank one night when some jerk (me) accepted a hard alcohol shot after drinking beer (*always* does me in), I felt that the next day, but went to a water park and amuzement park anyway. Checked the scale when I got home. 191. I must have burned a ridiculous amount of calories, and nada, no weight loss..Thanx nardil. But, I did get to add another "girl to fall in love with", and tossed her in her special compartment in my brain. Getting full up there.
I'm just a mess. I HATE how I look, tried all kinds of different weight loss plans, work-outs, and Nardil (I know it's Nardil) fights me every step of the way). I crying more and more, and I never used to cry 6 months ago, and I'm sad a lonely. I could on and on. when I was on the beach, I was listening to my headphones with my head covered up (since I was fried), and for no reason, started thinking about this soul-mate I found/lost 5.5 years ago, yep, 5 1/2 years. I tried going to a therapist to get her out of my head, and she said that you probably won't be able to get rid of her memory as long as she thinking of her makes you happy and you can't replace her in real life. That's just great. It took me 14 years of marriage just to find her. Finding her, made me lose my marriage (long story), so now I'm emotionally all alone, which hurts like hell. Anyway, I've digressed quite a bit.
I've still got my kids, but they don't replace the love you get/give to a woman.
Bah. I wish I was a dog.
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