Posted by sam K on September 20, 2008, at 11:23:52
In reply to Re: Wow.. » sam K, posted by yxibow on September 20, 2008, at 2:38:37
Yixbow, I got diagnosed when I was 14 with Hppd and had been treated for it with clonopin and zyprexa. Yea, Klonopin helps but I cant remember that year hardly at all! And I eat like a pig on it.
Obviously at the hospital doctors are going to think Im all f***ed up because Im having derealization/depersonilization. They tried all this crap and it SUCKED.
The one thing I dont understand about what I have is this dream like vision when Im in rooms only lit by flouresent lights.
Maybe I should watch what I say to him.. After all, being one of my best friends, he still is a doctor. I'm such an open person.. I spill everything, whether its weird or not. He actually does also!
He's somewhat of a life coach to me, a mentor. Being such good friends, and then he gives me a medicine I KNEW was going to fail, but let it go, is a big blow to me. I feel betrayed a bit.I still feel drugged up from yesterday.. lazy, dumb, a bit weird. Thank you for your post!! How do you know about hppd? It seems so underground..
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