Posted by sam K on September 20, 2008, at 1:10:34
My doctor out of nowhere decides that haloperidol would be a good medicine for me.. WRONG. I took it earlier today and I seriously thought I was going to die at first(panic), I went into this paranoid state for a long time, even now a bit. I swear to god I am not exaggerating, I felt like I had been on an acid trip again. I have problems from lsd use in the past.
I have never responded even close to "okay" on an antipsychotic. I always feel SOO strange. Horribly strange.
I took abilify and my social phobia skyrocketed and I became more paranoid, but less in other ways.
I feel like people are behind me and things like that at night.
Sadly, my doctor thinks I have early onset Schizophrenia symtoms. He won't let go of the idea.
I'm just so miserable lately!! I'm in a rough spot! I have no friends besides my family! So SAD! I think about killing myself everyday (although I don't think I'd do it) Theres no solution!!!!!!!!!!!! I would be absolutly heartbroken if I became schizophrenic..
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