Posted by Karen44 on June 7, 2006, at 0:15:25
In reply to relapse why?, posted by ace on June 6, 2006, at 23:05:25
> i dont know whats causing this major depressive relapse. When I am disciplined by other people (my family when i see them...they are far away) to have a shower every day, eat properly and do 'normal' life things my motivation returns within 3/4 days and everything is sweet. But when i'm alone i sink into the hole. the abyss, i hate it, hate it hate it. cant move.
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> but i remember when Nardil was great guys, IT motivated me...not normal routines...IT made me feel awesome and do things normal without pushing, I enjoyed everything...
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> man this sux
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> any more suggestions
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> meds?
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> not psychotherapy (i only use common sense therapy- which i gues i havent been doing)
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> suicide is no option for a spirit as persistent as mine......
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> Ace
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> PS- Nardil is my saving grace...I must give it a break and return to the bomb!Ace
Parnate was the same for me. Now it doesn't seem to work so well even though it has been upped to the point of causing me insomnia--that's why the risperidone was added but now gone. I am gradually going off of my Parnate even though my psychiatrist would not agree with this. I think that I need a break from it as well and am concerned about crashing as well. I am going off of it very gradually, however. Can you do that? Otherwise, I don't know about Carbamazemine for depression. What is it??
Karen44
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