relapse why?

Posted by ace on June 6, 2006, at 23:05:25

i dont know whats causing this major depressive relapse. When I am disciplined by other people (my family when i see them...they are far away) to have a shower every day, eat properly and do 'normal' life things my motivation returns within 3/4 days and everything is sweet. But when i'm alone i sink into the hole. the abyss, i hate it, hate it hate it. cant move.
but i remember when Nardil was great guys, IT motivated me...not normal routines...IT made me feel awesome and do things normal without pushing, I enjoyed everything...
man this sux

any more suggestions
meds?
not psychotherapy (i only use common sense therapy- which i gues i havent been doing)
suicide is no option for a spirit as persistent as mine......
Ace

PS- Nardil is my saving grace...I must give it a break and return to the bomb!

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relapse why? ace 6/6/06
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Re: relapse why? » ace Tomatheus 6/7/06
Re: relapse why? elanor roosevelt 6/7/06
Re: relapse why? GREAT ADVICE (nm) » elanor roosevelt janeB 6/8/06
Re: relapse why? Tom Twilight 6/8/06
Re: You all rule!!!! back soon to answer qstns (nm) » Tom Twilight ace 6/10/06
Re: Guys please don't hate me.... ace 6/11/06

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