Posted by Deneb on August 14, 2005, at 0:45:28
In reply to Re: Has anyone ever been commited?, posted by spriggy on August 14, 2005, at 0:24:40
> Anyway, the food was bad but other than that, everything was good (minus my wigging out most of the time).
What the heck? How come everyone had such nice experiences? What's wrong with me? How come all I wanted to do was throw temper tantrums that are not allowed? It was very hard for me. They expected me to be nice and patient and to just cope until they let me out. I could barely cope...it was sooo frustrating. I was smart enough to know that I couldn't yell and scream to be let out...I had to really control myself and ask *nicely* to be let out again and again and again. I knew I didn't belong there. I wasn't crazy, I just made the mistake of telling someone I ODd. I wish they would have let me out after making sure I wasn't going to die. I wanted to escape so badly...I stayed by the nurses' station to check things out...how they opened the doors, shift patterns etc. If they had decided to keep me longer, I would definitely have escaped.
Deneb
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