Posted by jrw on March 9, 2001, at 11:04:01
In reply to Wanting to Die, posted by JasonL on March 6, 2001, at 11:37:46
Hang in there, man. I hear you, like many others
on here. I'm still there some days...but am trying
every possible thing that could help.And do talk and be with any friends or family who
care...at my worst times, I basically had to not
be alone at any time when I might be hurting.To everyone else on this board...this thread just
shows you how great this forum is. Thanks for
caring, and thank you, Dr. Bob, for providing this
place where we can meet, share experience,
encourage each other...a cyber-support group.I wish you all hope and peace,
J
> Friends,
>
> I am at my end. To affraid to live, to affraid to die. I cannot snap out of this lonliness and depression. The days are to agonizing to go on. I have tried all kinds of meds, nothing seems to help my eternal fog, lonliness, despair. The thought of another day terrifies me. I have just begun with another therapist as if its gonna help. I just can't change my attitude and be possitive. I just want to go to sleep forever. My suicidal thinking is extreme. Every moment I am awake I think of death, a way out. Its just inbearable. I am living in hell with the world around me going on, enjoying, playing, making sense. There is this part of me that just wants to give up. Its a ruthless addictive aspect to myself that keeps me in bed, keeps me from doing anything. I am so afraid to die, so afraid to live.
>
> JasonL
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