Posted by Greg A. on March 6, 2001, at 14:36:04
In reply to Wanting to Die, posted by JasonL on March 6, 2001, at 11:37:46
It’s brave that you posted your feelings about how hard it is to go on because no matter how many people reassure you that it will get better – it’s hard to believe when you’re feeling like you are. Asking for help is the first step towards climbing out of that hole.
I agree with those who said to check yourself in to a hospital or some sort of facility for help. I reached a point where it was obvious to my family, friends and pdoc that I was not prepared to tolerate much more. They urged me to go into a local program which consists of voluntary hospitalization along with counselling and med. changes. I said no way at first and then I got a tour of the facility and met some of the staff and patients (hard to tell the difference at times) and I went for it. I felt like I had taken time out from the world. Nothing was expected of me except that I would not ‘off myself’ while under their care. I’m not cured (who is?) but I know there are a lot of options open to me other than suicide. So I keep trying.
Jason – you mean a lot to the rest of us out here. Keep talking and keep trying. You may find what the rest of us are looking for.
poster:Greg A.
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