Posted by Crystal on March 6, 2001, at 14:01:30
In reply to Re: Wanting to Die, posted by Anna P. on March 6, 2001, at 11:58:43
Keep on trying. Remember all the good experiences that you have had in your life and try to focus on those things and doing them again. I understand how you feel. It is absolutely frustrating waiting and hoping for this med to work. It does take time and in approvement is good. I am battling feelings right now too. I am here with you. Hang in there.
Cannot get any worse so it has to get better. : )> > Friends,
> >
> > I am at my end. To affraid to live, to affraid to die. I cannot snap out of this lonliness and depression. The days are to agonizing to go on. I have tried all kinds of meds, nothing seems to help my eternal fog, lonliness, despair. The thought of another day terrifies me. I have just begun with another therapist as if its gonna help. I just can't change my attitude and be possitive. I just want to go to sleep forever. My suicidal thinking is extreme. Every moment I am awake I think of death, a way out. Its just inbearable. I am living in hell with the world around me going on, enjoying, playing, making sense. There is this part of me that just wants to give up. Its a ruthless addictive aspect to myself that keeps me in bed, keeps me from doing anything. I am so afraid to die, so afraid to live.
> >
> > JasonL
>
> Jeff, I understand. Only people who went through this can understand. Did you really tried all meds combos?
>
> Anna P.
poster:Crystal
thread:55714
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/20010302/msgs/55727.html