Posted by DL on November 19, 1998, at 21:40:24
In reply to Re: Meds/EMDR, posted by Toby on November 18, 1998, at 9:32:44
I just have a need to keep this connection going....I feel unbelievably weighed down by all the things going on now. I can see a light far away at the end of the tunnel though. I can start to imagine being able to sit down in my own place without looking over my shoulder or wondering/worrying what might happen next. I think I will need an extended amount of time to go home from work and just absorb calm and peace--if indeed I find it. I am starting to feel a little bit of excitement about fixing up the apartment. But, I think something in me is holding back so I won't be disappointed in case it doesn't happen......It seems like I keep working so hard at making this new life and someone out there is testing me and making it hard.
Note about Remeron. It is very drying to my nose and lower lip. I have to keep chap stick nearby and often have dry skin peeling on my lower lip until I massage lots of moisturizer in. Is this because you said Remeron is in the antihistamine group? Have you noticed this before? But, I continue to have good sleep and less down times and less anxiety, so I won't stop it.
THANKS FOR THE SUPPORT. I won't let the creek rise............
poster:DL
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