Posted by Joan797 on July 29, 2006, at 20:40:45
In reply to Re: You know what your problem is?, posted by Declan on July 29, 2006, at 13:15:11
I'm afraid of the unknown of divorce.
I'm afraid of the hurt that the kids will feel, and feel guilty that I would even consider it.
I'm afraid of the stalker that my husband will become.
I'm guilty of infidelity.
I'm afraid of losing custody of my children.
I'm afraid of the adults they will become without some of my guidance, athough it's never taken well, and for the most part underminded by my husband.
I'm afraid of having to deal with the social stigma.
I'm afraid of hurting my husband even though I am so mad at him right now I'm crying.
I pity him for his misgivings.
I pity his inability to grow and become a better person.
I pity his inability to learn how damaging his words are to me and the children.
I pity his inability to understand me.I'm a coward full of pity.
But a guilty coward.
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