Posted by Estella on May 8, 2006, at 9:55:09
In reply to Re: self hate, posted by Toph on May 7, 2006, at 7:41:42
> Seriously, now that I'm older, another person's good looks doesn't intimidate me so much, it's the confidence that having a lifetime of unearned positive reinforcement appears to have given them that I envy.
Yeah. I envy that too. Find it hard. Real hard. And feel sad about that sometimes. And mad too. For what might have been. I get to wondering what I might be like if I had have had a more 'normal' childhood. The absence of abuse and co.
> BTW, you sound just lovely.
Thank you Toph.
You are just lovely yourself. I'm glad you still come and play with us sometimes.
(((((Toph)))))
poster:Estella
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