Posted by Damos on January 12, 2006, at 15:43:05
In reply to PLEASE Damos read me » Damos, posted by Susan47 on January 12, 2006, at 12:19:33
In virtuality, reality, for ever and a day, whatever it take Susan, whatever it takes.
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((((((((((Susan)))))))))))It doesn't seem crazy to me, just crazy making. You just reach out. take my hand and hold on tight. I won't let go if you don't. Talk to me as long and often as you want to. Say whatever needs to be said however you need to say it. You are a very dear friend to me. I think there's a saying that's something like; "The darkest is just before the dawn." Maybe that new dawn is nearly here for you. Maybe. I hope so. Part of me thinks that what happened only reinforced, intensified even the things you originally went there seeking help with. AARRGGHH sorry I'm struggling to say what I mean.
Just know that I've tried to follow along and I don't think you're crazy or dangerous. I think you're struggling to sort pre-him stuff from him-stuff. Your stuff from his stuff. And it's all just tumbling out. The only thing you know with absolute clarity is that a wrong was done and that there should be an apology. So everything just keeps circling around that. And the circle becomes a whirlpool and just sucks more and more stuff in and down. There is strength in the fact that you can see, can separate. There is a freedom to choose between the stimulus and the response, and the coice is based on self awareness, imagination, conscience and independant will. Use that space Susan. You have self awareness, an incredible imagination, conscience and an independant spirit and will. You can do this. I know you can. I just know it.
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