Posted by Susan47 on January 28, 2005, at 21:17:12
In reply to Re: They have to Leave Because they don't have » Susan47, posted by alexandra_k on January 28, 2005, at 11:10:34
What you said, alexandra, about not deserving pain and being allowed to feel good, well I need and I know this, I need to walk back through some pain before I can let it go, I don't know where the pain lies exactly but i know it's there and i also am kind of scared but need to go to a certain place before i exit, i used to do this see on psychobabble, see what i'm doing? WHAT am I doing, alexandra? What am I doing am I just letting myself relax into something bigger than myself, or am I just stoned, I honestly ahve to tell you I haven't had more than one joint today all day, all day, and I had my first toke about 1:30 this afternoon, so it can't all be the stuff putting holes in my brain, can it?
If anybody sends me babblemail telling me to go to AA or the drug version of that (rehab?) then I'm going to spit nails.
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