Posted by Susan47 on January 22, 2005, at 21:44:49
In reply to Re: I Learned to Love You » Susan47, posted by alexandra_k on January 22, 2005, at 17:22:27
but I'm running out of words .. love is ephemeral, like our lives. It is not constant, it is not eternally soothing, but when it happens again, it carries us into life ... and we Grow.
Just a thought, even if it sounds dumb later....From you, Alexandra -
"That someone is willing to do that for me
Makes me want to be better."That's how my therapist worked for me. I was in so much pain for such a very long time, at times I thought I would die from it. The pain of his abandonment was truly terrible. So many, many times it threatened to swallow me. I was being consumed, but what I didn't see is that my fear was the biggest part of that.
Listening to good music now, and feeling the boulders kind of move around, diminishing, growing bigger, smaller, and when they're smaller-feeling they feel like they're burning, too.
I don't know if anyone will understand what I'm talking about or what's happening, I barely know what it is myself, but something is definitely happening to our little Susan tonight.
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