Posted by alexandra_k on January 22, 2005, at 17:22:27
In reply to I Learned to Love You, posted by Susan47 on January 22, 2005, at 16:34:00
Are you going to make me cry everyday?
That was beautiful.I have two...
One especially.I know this may sound a little tacky, but it isn't so tacky when you think about it. It is off the movie "as good as it gets" (can't find the link).
'You make me want to be a better man'.
I know my feelings are genuine when I meet someone who makes me feel like I wish to god I was a better person. Not broken. Not empty. Not needy. Someone who makes me wish I could have light inside me. And give it all to them.
And now I am crying again.
I know I have to learn how to 'self soothe'.
To have better boundaries.
They should have better ones too.
They shouldn't give me everything.
They shouldn't.
I don't ask for it.
But sometimes I need it.
But what do I mean I need it when it doesn't help me get better.
Well, it doesn't cure me.
But it does help me.
That someone is willing to do that for me
Makes me want to be better.
But maybe it doesn't help me in the long run.
Because they have to leave because they don't have anything left.
And then I give everything I do have to others when I have it.We both need to learn better boundaries.
There must be another way.
But it is beautiful still.> Loving you allows me to love others, and the knowledge that you also love others, makes you ever more beautiful to me.
Thats beautiful Susan.
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