Posted by smokeymadison on December 17, 2004, at 19:59:07
In reply to ., posted by alexandra_k on December 17, 2004, at 18:25:02
my father is a methodist pastor. talk about equating your father with god. i view god the same as i do my dad--distant. i lived with him for over 4 years and i bet the total amount of time he ever paid attention to me is about the same amount god has--ever.
i am sorry you are hurting. are you thinking that going to the hospital would be like locking yourself in your room? you talk of being locked in your room as both punishment and a way to save yourself. just wondering...
SM
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