Posted by James K on February 23, 2006, at 2:42:43
In reply to called admission paper shuffler late night » James K, posted by James K on February 23, 2006, at 1:51:23
I'm half drunk on some amount I refuse to go into the fridge to check. I'm avoiding liqour, and I buy 2 6 packs at a time. Guiness and Bass mixed is my drink. I hope my next post is how I woke up and arranged admission to a rehab/longterm get well type of place. My intentions are pure. I won't take an atypical antipsychotic, and I won't take crap one from any patient, doc, or tech. But I will take this time to reflect, find the part of me that wants good, for me and others, and be open to things I've scoffed at before.
Oh unblessed be the scoffer, because he shall experience that which he scoffed.
Off to bed. Stomach? hurts. Pride? intact. Eyes? hazy (must take drops)
I hope this experiment in documenting a night of a guy who is struggling is enlightening to someone. It was actually helpful to me. thoughts need release. even if there isn't an understanding human in the room at the moment.
to those who are supporting me, and standing by me, thank you, and I want to make you feel good about the time you spent communicating with me.
If I'm still acting like this in a few days, someone please call me on it. Friends do that too.
James K
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