Posted by partlycloudy on September 9, 2004, at 10:21:08
In reply to Wait... » partlycloudy, posted by antigua on September 9, 2004, at 7:43:32
No, I'm just experiencing my first serious setback in months. I talked to my T yesterday and the parallels between my drinking in secret and some of the eating disorders other suffer from are alarming. I asked her what the success rate was, for example, of treating bulemics, and she said it was poor.
During my alone time I don't want to be with myself. I jump feet first into a bottle and there's my grand escape. Last night was red wine (and it was on sale!!) instead of supper. All the evidence is already in the dumpster. Husband comes home from Georgia this morning. He knows I do this when he's gone but doesn't know how to help me.
I feel like I'm swimming upstream like a darn salmon, getting beat up on the rocks along the way.
(And the reference to Monday is my next EMDR appt is on the 13th.)
Thanks, antigua.
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