Posted by alexandra_k on October 14, 2013, at 0:28:12
In reply to Re: here we go again, posted by alexandra_k on October 13, 2013, at 23:14:24
I'm alright.
It doesn't mean anything, yet.
I emailed accommodation and asked them whether it might be possible to get a place in the affordable option if I don't accept this other offer by next Wednesday (when it expires)...
I have an appointment with WINZ again for Monday and they might (maybe) pay the deposit to secure something...
Social Worker reckons some advocacy people might help me... And that she has a letter from p-doc for a GP... (I'm suspecting this is Bull Sh*t but I suppose it is possible that it might not be).
I...
Don't entirely know what to say.
I've been watching "The Big Bang Theory". It is quite good. Sheldon is... Well... I'm not quite that bad. I draw the line on fancy dress. I'm not quite that bad. But there is a lot of truth. See... He should get to sit in his seat. Because it means so much more to him than it does to anybody else... Except.. Well.. Even I can see that I suppose it is kinda crazy that he puts that much thought into most things he does..
This damned Asperger's thing...
I think it makes the most sense of... How I don't really have any friends... How the gift giving thing upsets me. And things like going to peoples places for dinner. There is something about the whole schema of social nicety that escapes me. Reciprocity. That I'm kind of... A sexual, I guess. Not flirty... I think of myself as a person more than a female in particular. I... Whatever.
I...
I just really really want this.
And I guess the point is not to have a melt down. Not just yet. Have a little faith in the universe. That everything will turn out okay. It might still. Might turn out best case. Might just turn out acceptable case. But anyway... Things haven't turned to sh*t just yet.
1) Grading.
2) Get supervisor some more work and raise the whole Skype oral defence issue that I've been avoiding (that was actually scheduled for yesterday with administration though I don't suppose he knows that).I kind of want a hug.
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