Posted by fayeroe on August 6, 2010, at 11:50:32
In reply to Re: another block........Don't do it...... » fayeroe, posted by sigismund on August 6, 2010, at 3:01:14
> I suppose the hitch is that you see the apology thing as (at least like) a device to stir us up.
I do.
> Now Alex managed to get away with saying that these requests made her skin crawl....
> >Reading the above phrase results in my skin crawling. Then I get a shuddering sensation. Then I feel angry and a little like throwing up. Every time. Without fail. Lets see if I can articulate why...I know.
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> but you did not get away with saying (but what? I don't have it here, but there was manipulative, childish and at least something else).stomach roiling, childish (3 times) and ??
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> Alex's statement was really strong. Feel like throwing up? Shuddering? OK. It was OK. For some reason.It is personal. It isn't the statements.
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> Not give a sh*t?That was an interesting choice of words.
> Your anger is what informs some of the best of you
> Remember caraher saying 'You are a great American patriot'?I do have a fire in the pit of my stomach when I believe in something.
You and Caraher are jewels.
> I will really miss you when you're gone, as I did before you came back.I always miss you. But you're always by my side.
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> I don't understand why this has to happen, and I wish it didn't.I wish that it would not happen. It would not happen if I was on another life path. Life isn't always fair and frequently it sucks. This is one of those times.
Oil and water? Fire and rain? Enlightenment and ???
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