Posted by Cass on March 10, 2009, at 21:30:50
In reply to Re: transcendent experiences, posted by Cass on March 10, 2009, at 18:16:12
Tonight I had shared a bottle of wine with a friend. I had half the bottle. It seems like alcohol is giving me the only momentary levity that I come by. I've regressed in self-esteem and in confidence and in taking care of myself. Lately I feel the way I did when I was a neglected child. I haven't felt that way for a long time. And I've gained A LOT of weight which I feel miserable and uncomfortable with. I haven't been a regular poster here for a long time, mostly because I was so much happier I didn't need to. I can call friends, but this is a place where I can talk about anything. Actually, I take that back... I talked about feeling suicidal here and I got 51-50'd, so I can't talk about just anything. Tell me, when do you feel good? When do you feel your best?
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