Posted by Fivefires on April 27, 2008, at 21:07:21
In reply to Re: Very Close To Ending This H*ll! **trigger** » Fivefires, posted by Phillipa on April 27, 2008, at 19:10:24
What's up with this Phillipa?
I'm going through all these emotions right now and none of them have to do with a change of meds. They have to do w/ what I may or may not face when I do this. I not only plan to switch to a medication which will be very foreign to my body, but also to, a few months later, detox off meds and with what I remember of before having them, live a life where you wake up feeling like someone shook your head and beat it against a wall all night long! And, then when I feel this, I think about the a**hole who did it to me, and the damned injustice of all of it. Why do I feel you are digging at me to hurt before it is to even begin? Don't you see how scared I am?
I'm sorry; I'm feeling pushed. You can't push someone when they are facing an entire change in their life.
Where is this coming from Phillipa?
Has a deputy instructed you to instruct me to move this thread?
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