Posted by Fivefires on September 13, 2007, at 0:18:30
In reply to Re: good thing i've got a horrible memory :) » Fivefires, posted by Phillipa on September 12, 2007, at 22:19:51
UR too much Phillipa! Hope they're Ze*ta's w/ salt. Ha! :)
I found some chocolate.
Took some doxycycline and dicyclomine (bowel anti-spasmodic) so I could try and eat (have some Imodium ICOE), but have no appetite.
I'm so heart-broken, can't eat, can't sleep, (forget this line), I'm in deep.
(Yes, said this is another post.)
Seriously suffering from big ole' heartbreak. It hurts like anxiety. Oh pls any1 who prays, pray for me so I'll get another chance at love. I know it's true you don't get over one w/o a new one. Cold and harsh and sensitive, but way applies to me.
What were we talking about? Oh this, I guess.
I'm obsessing, remembering all the good, and the bad has disappeared. But, I knwo, after 10min w/ him, I'll again be focusing on the bad.
What is it w/ this????????? Any1 say?
Tomorrow I must gather the courage to tell this new guy I cannot see him or talk w/ him any longer. You guys know what he really wants. Otherwise, why would he bother w/ someone who is still in love w/ another person.
Went to my mailbox hoping he'd written again.
I want to move to a different location. Could you all add this to the prayer?
I love all you girls/guys like you were more real than IRL.
I'm sorry I've not given back as much as I've rec'd here; I know this to be the truth. I've done only what I can manage. I don't push myself hard enough.
Too upset to keep posting. Just wanna' lie down and let all thse bad bad feelings float out of me and focus on some good thoughts, like the things sig-other did which hurt me and led me to filing the OO*.
Testosterone good for memory KK. But, afa I know, it may only come in tab formula. A cream or patch would be better. They like to add progesterone to it in a compounding pharmacy, but progesterone is fatiguing.
CALLING ALL MEN, please tell me how to avoid letting on my feelings to anyone he might know or whom might be watching me. I don't wish him to know how much I'm suffering. Afraid he would like it. Has anyone been in his shoes? Would you call me a b*tch for doing what I did? Am a one? Or, am I not 'enough of one'. Should I instead be brutally confident. Seems those are the women who get the man they love and keep them. What do I do wrong? No, I don't mean to state I wish to suffocate a man.
I know, enough for now.
5f
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