Posted by Fivefires on September 11, 2007, at 23:19:49
Ready just go. I should have kept him even if he did do some bad things. Now I have flu and no one will even go get me crackers. So alone can't stand anymore. All self-respect gone. Tried and tried. Now just tired. Wrong person is what everyone sees. Can't get back. I feel like can't stand anymore. Way too alone. No place and no one and nothing. I'm nothing.
I asked for help and they don't because they say 'you're always sick'. But today I got the flu. But that doesn't matter. Because, when you're always sick w/ this damn 'head sh*t', nobody cares when your body is sick!!!
I'm just fading away here. I hate self like they must me.
I'm sorry. Not strong. So sick of it all.
5f
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