Posted by Deneb on December 12, 2006, at 19:03:02
In reply to I did something bad *trigger*, posted by Deneb on December 12, 2006, at 18:51:36
I can't stand it. I feel so guilty.
I'm thinking of buying more drugs to OD on tomorrow, not so safe drugs. :-( It's really easy to OD on them. I just take them one after another, after another and so on.
I don't want people to think I'm manipulative. If I OD and get sick even after getting my note it will prove that I'm not manipulative. I'm actually feeling bad enough to OD without rewards.
I can't get rid of the guilt!!!!!
Deneb*
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thread:712977
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