Posted by llrrrpp on June 24, 2006, at 15:42:03
In reply to sometimes........continuation ..., posted by snapper on June 24, 2006, at 4:07:41
> sorry guys....the more I drink and listen to this music that I "must" listen to...brings about more tears and thoughts ...and of course more words. If anyof you happen to read this and reply and I don't reply ---I am not-un-appreciative..it is just that I am Sad and I know all of you will hopefully understand ..(hopefully)---------Sometimes .......I guess it is good..or even OK to cry!
Definitely. I think that crying can be such a wonderful release. YOu are so lucky to be able to cry. Sometimes I am so sad and I can't cry. It's so bad. You don't have to reply if you can't, or you don't feel up to it. I'm sorry you're hurting. I'm thinking of you (((Snapper)))
>I am not an Ugly guy but this illness...coupled with no job, no income(other than SSI) no car and nop life plan at 39 does not neccessarily excite the ladies on Yahoo Personals. I usually don't even let any contacts know about my illness or what ever until I am sure that they might be interested...but GOD.sometimes they all seem compared to me and my current life situation, have thier lives and s**t together. Who is gonna want a former self-employed business owner with Bipolar Disorder/ Anxiety/ Social Phobia and No car and no steady income kind of guy to snuggle up to? ............ sad ...but maybe true... I really am a GREAT GUY, but my brain just does not work right....sad but true most don't know that we that struggle are not bad or evil, or mal-aligned-......ok...so thanks for listening and reading part II
I think there are a lot of people out there who would be attracted to a great guy who's not half bad looking and is not afraid to show his emotional side. Don't be so hard on yourself. You're okay. Besides, when you do find your special someone, you will know that she likes YOU, not your material possessions.
I'm sorry you're hurting. It sounds like an incredible struggle, but one that has made you stronger, wiser, kinder than most people who haven't had your experiences.
((more hugs for Snapper))
-ll
oh yeah- I have to share this one gem that my T told me:
Alcohol is a wonderful antidepressant. Unfortunately it has terrible side-effects, including depression.
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