Posted by Deneb on March 14, 2006, at 21:47:21
In reply to I'm thinking bad thoughts *trigger*, posted by Deneb on March 14, 2006, at 20:19:30
Why am I writing about my bad thoughts? I'm only going to upset people. Why?
Haven't I learned that writing these thoughts leads to no good?
I have to learn to suppress my bad thoughts. I have to learn better self control and not blab all about them whenever I start thinking about them. Writing about them here can harm people by triggering them.
What do I want from writing about them here? Do I want people to tell me what a bad idea it is? Yes, but I already know that. I shouldn't need to have people tell me that. I shouldn't trigger people just because I need some sort of affirmation.
Tomorrow is fast approaching. I don't know what's going to happen tomorrow.
OK, I have to imagine how bad it feels and how scary it is. Yep, it's scary.
Just keep imagining how horrible my last experience was. That will stop me.
Deneb*
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