Posted by Deneb on March 14, 2006, at 20:33:28
In reply to I'm thinking bad thoughts *trigger*, posted by Deneb on March 14, 2006, at 20:19:30
It would be manipulative of me to OD just to get out of a midterm.
I have to learn to deal with things. ODing is not going to change the fact that I still have to study to pass my courses.
ODing will do nothing but make me feel miserable and waste resources.
What I should do instead, I should wake up extra early tomorrow to get in some studying at school before my midterm. I've studied a bit already for this class so it is unlikely that I would get a zero on my midterm.
But I'll do badly...I don't know what to do. I have to meet up with my tutor. How would I explain myself if I OD'd?
I can't face things. Now I'm thinking of ODing AFTER my failing my midterm. That way I won't be seen as being manipulative. Why am I thinking this? Why? What will ODing accomplish?
Do I want to die? NO. Maybe I want attention. :-(
It sure is a bad way to get attention.
Wish me luck tomorrow.
Deneb*
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